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Current Music: Underwaterfall - Bearcubs

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I Won't Let You Fall (Gokusen 2)

Title: I Won't Let You Fall
Characters: Hayato Yabuki, Ryu Odagiri
Rating: T
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst
Warnings: Self-harm, implied suicidal ideation, swearing, mental illnesses (depression)
A/N: Another old unfinished fic that I decided to ressurect and complete.

Summary: Ryu has been acting different for months now and no matter how many times Hayato tries to get him to talk, Ryu won't budge. Instead, Ryu lies to Hayato in order to avoid him but, Hayato isn't going to give up on his best friend.

( I Won't Let You Fall )

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Technicolour Beat - Oh Wonder

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The Love You Take For Granted (Arashi)

Title: The Love You Take For Granted
Characters: Matsumoto Jun, Sakurai Sho, Ohno Satoshi, Ninomiya Kazunari (name is not mentioned, but implied)
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Sakurai Sho, Sakurai Sho/Ninomiya Kazunari
Rating: T
Genre: Angst, Cheating, AU - Modern Setting
Warnings: Contains swearing
A/N: I wrote and finished this fic in two hours which is a personal record. It's also not an old fic, I literally finished this ten minutes ago. I've been going through my unfinished fics and rewriting and finishing them and a poorly written draft of this contained only three paragraphs so I wanted to finish it. Enjoy~

Summary: Sho betrays Jun

( The Love You Take For Granted )

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A Casual Get-together

Title: A Casual Get-together
Characters: Sakurai Sho, Matsumoto Jun
Rating: PG
Genre: Shortfic, Inspired by a song, Party fic
Warnings: Small mention of drug use but nothing severe (Hence with PG rating)
A/N: An old fic I wrote after listening to the song 'Here' by Alessia Cara because I was inspired to put Sho in a similar situation from the MV. Perhaps one day I'll rewrite it so it doesn't sound as cringe as it does now.

Summary:
Sho isn't one for parties.
( A Casual Get-together )

Current Mood: embarrassed
Current Music: Runaway - AURORA

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Sunsets and Kisses (Gokusen/Yamada Taro crossover)

Title: Sunsets and Kisses
Pairing: Sakumoto
Characters: Matsumoto Jun, Sakurai Sho
Rating: T
Genre: Romance, Shortfic, Acceptance
Warnings: Implied anxiety/depression/suicidal ideation, Jun isn't ready and Sho respects that. Implied that they're already dating.
A/N: This is a piece from an old fanfiction I had written in 2015 but never finished. It was somewhat of a Gokusen/Yamada Taro crossover with Jun as his character Sawada Shin and Sho as Takuya Mimura except I used their real names in the story. To sum up the fanfiction, Jun's character had a lot of mental illnesses due to a variety of things and Sho's character was just like Takuya. Also you may be thinking, "Why is this so cringe?" well I wrote it when I was 14 so thats why. Please forgive me of any grammatical errors ^^ Enjoy~

Summary: Sho takes Jun to his house to hang out but soon find out that his parents are gone for the afternoon. They both decide to make the most out of it but Jun isn't so sure If he's ready.

( Sunsets and Kisses )

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Waste Away (Gokusen 2)

Title: Waste Away
Pairing: Hayaryu
Characters: Ryu Odagiri, Hayato Yabuki
Rating: PG13(?)
Genre: Friends to Lovers, Romance, Shortfic
A/N: I'm continuing to edit and post my much older fanfics since I can never finish my current ones ^^; So here's a non-Arashi fic of Hayaryu from season 2 of Gokusen. I guess you could also call this an akame fic but I'm just sticking to Hayaryu. Title came from the song 'Waste Away' by Blackbear incase anyone was curious ^^ Enjoy~

Summary: Ryu is doing homework. Hayato is playing video games. What else could happen?

( Waste Away )

Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: New Divide - Linkin Park

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Corrupted (Arashi)

Title: Corrupted
Characters: Matsumoto Jun, Sakurai Sho
Rating: PG(?)
Genre: Silent Hill AU, Angst, Shortfic
Warning: Character death, Blood
A/N: Another fic that I wrote sometime in 2015, Im a massive Silent Hill fan so I wanted to do a Silent Hill AU theme and decided I'd do a shortfic of Lisa's death from SH1 but have Jun as Lisa and Sho as Harry. Although Lisa didn't look as gruesome as Jun does, I had decided to add/alter some things.

Summary:
Jun has been corrupted by the darkness. Sho is too late to save him. Based off of Lisa's death in Silent Hill.

( Corrupted )

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Silent Hill 4 OST

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Rock Bottom (Arashi)

Title: Rock Bottom
Characters: Matsumoto Jun, Sakurai Sho
Rating: T
Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Suicide attempt, implied mental illness, minor swearing, vomiting
A/N: Another fanfic that I wrote some time ago. Incase you didn't know, I love anything 'angst' or involves really heavy stuff so a large majority of my fics involve mental illnesses and just messed up things in general. If you do not like reading stories that involve suicide and/or mental illnesses then I advise you to find something else to read. I tried to fix some grammatical errors up but like always, I can't promise it's 100% perfect. This story was based off a prompt but I changed the action of running to driving.

Summary:
Person A is known to have depression, but has never gone so far as to attempt suicide. One night after an alarming 'goodbye' text to person B, they run to their house to find the door locked. After finally managing to get in (this can be decided by the writer) they eventually find person A collapsed, only half conscious with an empty bottle of pills in their hand. Person B, not having time to call poison control or 911, tries to get person A to throw up the pills. What happens next is up to you

( Rock Bottom )

Current Mood: embarrassed
Current Music: Lover, Please Stay - Nothing but Thieves

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Hugs (Arashi)

Title: Hugs
Characters: Matsumoto Jun, Aiba Masaki, Sakurai Sho (Mainly), short cameo of Ohmiya pair
Pairings: Jun/Sho(? Idk If I intended for them to be lovers or friends, decide for yourself) Jun/Aiba(Friendship)
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Drama, Friendship, Shortfic
Warnings: Recent character death, little bit of swearing
A/N: I wrote this 3 years ago in 2014 sometime after discovering Arashi but before I began to ship any pairings. It's really bad but I have decided to become more 'active' on LJ and DW and to start things off, I have choosen to post my fics that I find 'suitable' for posting online.
Also, I apologize for any grammatical errors and tried my best to clean some things up.

Summary:
Jun can't be trusted when he's wandering the streets alone.
(My apologies for the crap summary)

( Hugs )